The Truth...

Mmm... I'd like to tell you a true story as my first posting.  Mmm... how shall I start?  Ok, got it.  Have you seen the Malay Movie about 'Hijab'.  It's Pierre Andre's latest movie.  It's about how a man who had never seen a ghost and never believed in ghosts, suddenly want to see a ghost!  Mmm... never, never asked for something you can't handle.  You'll regret it for the rest of your life.

Mmm... when I first saw the title, I was telling myself, I'd like to see this movie.  At least I know that others too have experienced the same thing I'm experiencing... seeing ghosts.   Ha ha ha... want to continue reading?  Okay... take a deep breath... here we go...

I can see ghosts, sense the appearance of other entity/ies arround me.  Since when?  Since I was 5 years old or maybe earlier... ha ha ha.  believe it.  At first I didn't believe what I saw.  I thought I was imagining things. My mum (Al-Fatihah,arwah - passed away in Mekah) didn't believe me either.  I used to tell her that I saw this figure, that figure, everywhere.  Sometimes they were so clear and solid, not just shadows.  I used to get a fever after my experience of seeing a ghost.  I was too young at that time to understand what I saw.  Mmm... still interested to continue reading?

I can still remember seeing a 'syaitan' in its real shape when I was 5.  It was very scary!  Got 'tanduk' and 'ekor' you know.  My brothers were at my sides at that moment, but they didn't see the 'syaitan'.  I was pointing to the 'syaitan' and asked them to see, but they can't see.  Mmm... then I got fever... As I grew older, I saw quite a number of ghosts and I was telling myself they were just my imagination.  Sedapkan hati jer.  Mmm... imagine seeing and sensing ghosts everywhere you go... Not something nice to imagine.

Mmm... since when pulak I know that what I saw all these while were real - ghosts/entities?  When I was 21, I met an ustaz.  I didn't tell him what I am capable of, but he knew I can see things... mmm... how did he guess? I don't have the answer.  He reassured me that I can actually see ghosts.  Then I tried to remember all my experiences of seeing ghosts... mmm...make sense.  Wow! I can see ghosts!  I don't know whether it was a  good news or bad.  The ustaz said that I'm gifted... I had my 'hijab' originally opened since birth.  Mmm... the ghosts also know that I can see them... that's scary... and when they know you can see them, they're attracted to you.  Its not nice thing to say... I didn't know how to close the 'hijab'.  I became panic.  After that my life were never be the same as before... he he he... saja jer bagi suspens... the rest of the story will have to wait.  I'll continue when the time permits, Insya Allah... till then, wassalam.

Salam Perkenalan

Salam to all my guests.  Selamat Datang diucapkan.  I've been very busy lately.  I will upload a real new post when the time permits.  Till then... adios!!!